Third day drunk in a row.

Feels good man.

Met shitloads of new people and an American exchange student!

AWESOME

Man, A FUCKING GREAT GIG IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY!!!

The vocalist of Ragnarok threw me his necklace, gave me a beer, clicked two times, and I was the only one being clicked! (still got the corpse paint of his on my knuckles!)

Morgan, guitarist of Marduk gave me his plectrum hand to hand.

Feels fucking good man, FUCKING good.

Today's the day! \o/ Marduk calls. With my friend Erkka, we march towards Jyväskylä. Been waiting to see Marduk for a couple of years. And yes, Jyväskylä, Dante's Highlight says no to under 18 years old. Got tickets, leaving 16.30, return not sure yet. Residing in a hotel, which costs you a fucking fortune, then going to see the gig in a rather... alcoholocaustic way. Can't wait.

Heere we go!

The school has started! It's bloody motherfucking great to see classmates again. The first day started with great laughter. Crappy jokes, thinking about the last year together and of course, planning our "tournament" a.k.a drinking parties. Best one of the random jokes was Aki saying: "Man, fuck, if all of our schooldays are lasting 8 hours, we're wrestling in oil at our place", making sub-jokes of it and continuing it to a larger perspective made the day.

I also managed to fall asleep during a class already, congratulate me.

Anyway, It's roughly been 3 weeks since Pauliina left. Quite boring after the schooldays, even thinking about the fact that I can't pay a visit to her after school is pain in the ass. Used to do this every week, atleast twice, and this combobreaker is preventing me.

WHAT DO I DO AFTER SCHOOL!?


I've also started exercising! Man, atlast I made it to get a hold of myself and starting to do something for the bad health and weak condition!

Finding passion from new bands is always fun and great, and I've done it again! Managed to find this band called Taake, from Norway. True Norwegian Black Metal of course. An excellent song from them I called Hordalands Doedskvad II. And yes, they do sing in Norwegian, and I love it! Here it is!

Taake - Hordalands Doedskvad Part II

Spotify: Taake – Hordalands Doedskvad part II
Lyrics:
Gaar i skyggene
Ser bort paa solen
Droemmer som kommer om hoesten
Henter meg fra dagen
Gullmaane i full blomst
En reise i hodet jeg proever � glemme
Kjoenn og doed paa Vestlandet hjemme
Hun tar deg med
Han venter deg der
Taler nesten aldri
Skadefro
Hardhendt
Doedens bidragsyter manet frem
For Djevelen finnes der inne
Ikke saa dypt naar man leter
Hoeye haeler lager demoner i snoeen
Tiden henger i doed hud og haar av gull
Behandler deg som en gjest
Paakostet
Intet
Mitt andre jeg
Mordet p� deg



Anyway, I'm off, have a fucking nice week and enjoy yer life.

Time's up.

The time is up. Pauliina's plane leaves in 1 hour, towards Madrid, en route to Santiago, Chile.

I truly and honestly feel like crap. All the years I've spent with her feels too short. All tho they were the best experiences my life hath given me. :)

Thank you, my love, thank you. <3

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The Berzerker

It's been ages since the last post, so I decided to make my first MUSIC post. Recently, I've been listening to this band called The Berzerker, Australian speed/grindcore band, playing with extreme speed. My musical taste runs around Black- and Death metal, usually the most brutal and grim sub-genres amongst them, including Brutal Death metal, True Norwegian Black Metal and Tech Death Metal.

When it comes to computermade music, It's all about Hardstyle and Dubstep, the best of electronic music. Kick and wobble that bass, you filthy motherfuckers!

Let's make a list of "GOOD" songs I listen to (including lyrics):

The Berzerker - Reality

Lyrics:
The uncreative juices flow from all but a selective few
and even those they tend to be wasted,
you have taken pride in a lifeform that you think you know
but what you do not know is it's rotting,
it is so unfortunate that this is how our world must be
but why must I accept reality, is this reality?
how can I exist amongst you people when I feel this way
when all that seems so wrong is everywhere,
A world without substance feeling so superior
I am discontent with lies and with ineffective lives,
should I grieve for mankind or live out my life
to be free of pain I'll want it back again,
so to be one with man I must be false to myself
any effort's futile for my life is just mine,
I have visions of worlds that are unparalleled
my attempts are in vain to walk this earth without shame,
for being human,
This is my reality and you do not have to accept it
you are only human with excuses and complaints,
couldn't you be something greater come on now you know the answer
you are so absorbed with your own pathetic lives,
why should I feel pity for you I don't think I know the answer,
have you ever thought about opening your closed eyes,
what is it that you're afraid of, don't you want to see yourself,
couldn't bear to see yourself as I see you.

__________________________________________________

Gorgoroth - Katharinas Bortgang

Lyrics:
Gorgoroth does not give out their lyrics, since they don't want to be covered.

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Decrepit Birth - Shroud of Impurity

Lyrics:
The shroud transcends
Crippling all in it's path
Corrupting the hearts of man
Segregation of souls

The ageless form emerges
The ancient powers, unbound by time
Bestowing judgment - infinite reign

(Time/few will live)
(Times/to congregate)
(Half of time/in opposition)
The prophecy becomes

Duality within, mirroring dimensions

A division of two separate truths both must be, pure, impure
(Human beings, mutilated/sacrificing human beings) for belief
Balance of powers, unbalanced. desecration of time

Atmospheric layers dissolve
Blackened ash shrouds the sky

Overshadowed by the now

Desecrated creation
All that was has come to pass
Wrongs that can not be undone
Earth is altered

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It's 10 bloody days anymore. :( Depresses me shitloads. Atleast I've got some things to do while she's away! She made me this awesome book, which tells about our relationship during the time we've been together, from her perspective of course. I loved it. She even tells me that she has something extra for me, something she made. :O Excited and can't wait.


Anyway, have a nice day.

What is this I don't even

Oooooooooooooooooooh what the fuck!? Two fucking brilliant sauna evenings(nights) in a row! Invade Jere during evening, spend shitloads of good time in sauna, run naked in the streets of Pakila and grill that fucking sausage! Well, what can you expect from a fucked up group of guys?

I've also got a god-damn-motherfucking infected wound on my left big toe. It's been sickeningly hurt for 5 days now, and end doesn't seem to arrive. wat do. Can't be arsed to visit the doctor.

Never ever play with your toenails, which are easily ripped off.

Sincerely,
Riku Mäkinen.


Anyway, I guess I'm off to spend my day. Enjoy.

WAAAAAAAAT

odd day was odd. Waking up at 14.00 and lagging hard home until 19.00, afterwards going out with my dogs and spending 2 hours, YES, TWO MOTHERFUCKING HOURS with them along with Pauliina and friends.


28 days.. 28 days.. 28 days.. a depressing amount it is, yet it shrinks. What the hell am I going to do the 355 days!? Suggestions are welcome. I've been thinking of gym, yes gym. Maybe a musical soloproject. Dunno yet.

Small post was small, good night.

Sup

It's been sooo hectic. Been spending shitloads of time with Pauliina lately, and I haven't really had time to write the blog. Friends and Pauliina, can there be a better combo?

It's midsummer. Mid-fucking-summer. Should I just stay awake and see the sun staying up or just sleep over it? Tomorrows going to be such a splendid day, Homealone with Pauliina, atleast for the evening. Family going for BBQ and boating. Any awesome movie suggestions for us? Deep in the Valley is the current movie we're going to watch, and Pauliina has seen it so It'd be nice to see something neverseen before-movie.

I also decided to change my bloodied desktop pic. Time for a change: - The electricity is almost uncontrollabe. Click for higher quality.

I've been gaming (playing HoN) shitloads lately, during nights mainly, WHICH is fucking up my sleeping schedule. Head tells me that no sleep before 4AM. Is this bad?

(To Y'all HoN gamers)
Epic stats with SW MB And Chronos:

Len	Hero	K/D/A	CS	XP/m	G/m	W/L

70m

Chronos

16/5/12

344/3

462

350

W

55m

Sand Wraith

21/1/15

263/19

591

347

W

61m

Magebane

17/4/13

334/19

530

359

W

43m

Sand Wraith

16/0/9

160/14

592

293

W

54m

Chronos

1 1/5/13

279/28

576

328

W

Anyway, dear beloved readers, I'm off. GN and have a great midsummer fest!

So there was this day.

So yes, yet another splendid day with my girlfriend Pauliina. Waking up around 12PM makes the summer just pure motherfucking awesome. Waiting 4 hours for Pauliina to shower, make-up and find her perfect clothes actually made me a bit bored. Alltho the result was mindblowing, as always!

We ended up to our apartment, watching Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest, eating my superhealthy snack and doing all sorts of fun. I actually missed those times, since we haven't done such in for atleast a month!

Such a beautiful weather it was outside, too bad it was a bit chilly so I didn't bother taking Pauliina home completely. I would've bloody liked to, but... god damn chilly.

Anyway, enjoy your night, i'm off. Nn.

Drunken Blog vol. 1

Holy shit. Such an awesome day it has been. Fuckloads of awesome company, beer, booze(?) and some, well, secret ingredient for a successful evening.

Also, my fucking eyelid is swollen, why?

Nn, i'm out. Thanks.

Derp.

Rather a successful day today. Waking up on a text message "LOL I WOKE UP JUST NOW", and within an hour, she asks me to come down to Itäkeskus with her.



Spending 1.5 hours for finding a bikini top part for Pauliina, running through different stores, I actually managed to stay happy. Not fucked up and frustrated as usual, when it comes to shopping. Maybe it's the beauty and awesomeness of my beloved, OR I enjoyed looking for a new bikini. I guess it's all about awesomeness and beauty.

Everything that crowned this shit, was STADIN CHILI KEBAB. Damn that shit was great. All along with the rice and sauce. Pure mental orgasm, I'd define.


Suggestion has been made. Anyway, nerdmode on. Have a nice day.

Heroes of Newerth

Decided to play a game of HoN (Heroes of Newerth) with a couple of my friends. A Sudden strike of massive boredom and frustration resulted in:


With the combo of Tempest, Behemoth and Soulstealer(me), we wiped out a whole team within 5 seconds.

To y'all HoN gamers: Match ID 3645068

Haters gonna hate.






Anyway, I should be going to sleep. It's fuckin' 3.23 AM and I've slept 5 hours last night. Is this bad? You decide. I'm off. nn.

Here it goes.

After a long, LONG period of thinking, I bloody decided to make this blog. This will most likely be the place for me to open up feelings of my girlfriends exchange year. Man, 330 days of Pauliina-free living. Totally not cool. 44 bloody days to go.
I will be keeping the blog for atleast a year, will be seeing to it after the return of my beloved.

So, blogging about free time, music, gaming and Pauliina, just to keep my mind off of her (atleast attempting to!). :)