Third day drunk in a row.

Feels good man.

Met shitloads of new people and an American exchange student!

AWESOME

Man, A FUCKING GREAT GIG IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY!!!

The vocalist of Ragnarok threw me his necklace, gave me a beer, clicked two times, and I was the only one being clicked! (still got the corpse paint of his on my knuckles!)

Morgan, guitarist of Marduk gave me his plectrum hand to hand.

Feels fucking good man, FUCKING good.

Today's the day! \o/ Marduk calls. With my friend Erkka, we march towards Jyväskylä. Been waiting to see Marduk for a couple of years. And yes, Jyväskylä, Dante's Highlight says no to under 18 years old. Got tickets, leaving 16.30, return not sure yet. Residing in a hotel, which costs you a fucking fortune, then going to see the gig in a rather... alcoholocaustic way. Can't wait.

Heere we go!

The school has started! It's bloody motherfucking great to see classmates again. The first day started with great laughter. Crappy jokes, thinking about the last year together and of course, planning our "tournament" a.k.a drinking parties. Best one of the random jokes was Aki saying: "Man, fuck, if all of our schooldays are lasting 8 hours, we're wrestling in oil at our place", making sub-jokes of it and continuing it to a larger perspective made the day.

I also managed to fall asleep during a class already, congratulate me.

Anyway, It's roughly been 3 weeks since Pauliina left. Quite boring after the schooldays, even thinking about the fact that I can't pay a visit to her after school is pain in the ass. Used to do this every week, atleast twice, and this combobreaker is preventing me.

WHAT DO I DO AFTER SCHOOL!?


I've also started exercising! Man, atlast I made it to get a hold of myself and starting to do something for the bad health and weak condition!

Finding passion from new bands is always fun and great, and I've done it again! Managed to find this band called Taake, from Norway. True Norwegian Black Metal of course. An excellent song from them I called Hordalands Doedskvad II. And yes, they do sing in Norwegian, and I love it! Here it is!

Taake - Hordalands Doedskvad Part II

Spotify: Taake – Hordalands Doedskvad part II
Lyrics:
Gaar i skyggene
Ser bort paa solen
Droemmer som kommer om hoesten
Henter meg fra dagen
Gullmaane i full blomst
En reise i hodet jeg proever � glemme
Kjoenn og doed paa Vestlandet hjemme
Hun tar deg med
Han venter deg der
Taler nesten aldri
Skadefro
Hardhendt
Doedens bidragsyter manet frem
For Djevelen finnes der inne
Ikke saa dypt naar man leter
Hoeye haeler lager demoner i snoeen
Tiden henger i doed hud og haar av gull
Behandler deg som en gjest
Paakostet
Intet
Mitt andre jeg
Mordet p� deg



Anyway, I'm off, have a fucking nice week and enjoy yer life.

Time's up.

The time is up. Pauliina's plane leaves in 1 hour, towards Madrid, en route to Santiago, Chile.

I truly and honestly feel like crap. All the years I've spent with her feels too short. All tho they were the best experiences my life hath given me. :)

Thank you, my love, thank you. <3

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The Berzerker

It's been ages since the last post, so I decided to make my first MUSIC post. Recently, I've been listening to this band called The Berzerker, Australian speed/grindcore band, playing with extreme speed. My musical taste runs around Black- and Death metal, usually the most brutal and grim sub-genres amongst them, including Brutal Death metal, True Norwegian Black Metal and Tech Death Metal.

When it comes to computermade music, It's all about Hardstyle and Dubstep, the best of electronic music. Kick and wobble that bass, you filthy motherfuckers!

Let's make a list of "GOOD" songs I listen to (including lyrics):

The Berzerker - Reality

Lyrics:
The uncreative juices flow from all but a selective few
and even those they tend to be wasted,
you have taken pride in a lifeform that you think you know
but what you do not know is it's rotting,
it is so unfortunate that this is how our world must be
but why must I accept reality, is this reality?
how can I exist amongst you people when I feel this way
when all that seems so wrong is everywhere,
A world without substance feeling so superior
I am discontent with lies and with ineffective lives,
should I grieve for mankind or live out my life
to be free of pain I'll want it back again,
so to be one with man I must be false to myself
any effort's futile for my life is just mine,
I have visions of worlds that are unparalleled
my attempts are in vain to walk this earth without shame,
for being human,
This is my reality and you do not have to accept it
you are only human with excuses and complaints,
couldn't you be something greater come on now you know the answer
you are so absorbed with your own pathetic lives,
why should I feel pity for you I don't think I know the answer,
have you ever thought about opening your closed eyes,
what is it that you're afraid of, don't you want to see yourself,
couldn't bear to see yourself as I see you.

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Gorgoroth - Katharinas Bortgang

Lyrics:
Gorgoroth does not give out their lyrics, since they don't want to be covered.

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Decrepit Birth - Shroud of Impurity

Lyrics:
The shroud transcends
Crippling all in it's path
Corrupting the hearts of man
Segregation of souls

The ageless form emerges
The ancient powers, unbound by time
Bestowing judgment - infinite reign

(Time/few will live)
(Times/to congregate)
(Half of time/in opposition)
The prophecy becomes

Duality within, mirroring dimensions

A division of two separate truths both must be, pure, impure
(Human beings, mutilated/sacrificing human beings) for belief
Balance of powers, unbalanced. desecration of time

Atmospheric layers dissolve
Blackened ash shrouds the sky

Overshadowed by the now

Desecrated creation
All that was has come to pass
Wrongs that can not be undone
Earth is altered

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It's 10 bloody days anymore. :( Depresses me shitloads. Atleast I've got some things to do while she's away! She made me this awesome book, which tells about our relationship during the time we've been together, from her perspective of course. I loved it. She even tells me that she has something extra for me, something she made. :O Excited and can't wait.


Anyway, have a nice day.